I feel like my life has been hi-jacked and I want it back.
No offense to my neurons and nervous system but you suck and I want new ones... And to the doctors hard at work prescribing me drug after drug. I know you really are trying to make it better, but really... I don't want meds to treat the side effect of the meds used to treat the side effect of the original med used to treat the actual disease and so on and so forth.. it's a snowball getting bigger, and it's winning the fight. At this point my blood must be poison... my poor body has a river of death flowing through it instead of a river of life... and I'm gonna make a change. Lets get back to basics... I need food, and water, and love to live. I don't need 50 pills a day or needles in my veins. Sure, I believe in
western medicine, heck, I wanted to be a doctor once... but I also believe in using it wisely, in figuring out the real root, the proper way our minds and bodies work. There are some things that would not be possible without medicine... and I hope everyday that some young genius will figure out a way to cure me, however, until that day comes... I'm going to take only what I need... in all areas of life... food, vanity, people, medicine.. So some muscles may hurt, and some sleep lost, who knows.. I may go backwards and regret my choice... but for now i'm going to take a leap of faith here.. I'm not one for being religious... but I'm going to put all my money on the fact that god knew what he was doing when he made me... and when I rid myself of the things that I don't need... I'll get back to the way I was supposed to be.
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