A lot has been changing over the last week... Been here and there... to wind up right back where I started.. only for a day or two, Tomorrow I am off again, for some sort of freedom seeking, living.. like I've never known before.. everyday lately is living like i've never done before.. hard and detailed, and unsure. The toughest step, being moving ahead without he whom I thought was my best friend, at some point in time... Life takes turns, I guess I've always known that.. but it just never turned so many times before, So quickly before... My legs don't work much anymore, tomorrow will be my first testament to that.. I will sit myself in my first ever needed chair and be rolled into different terminals making tranfers until I finally arrive. I will be first to board and last to de-board, and people with look at me questioningly... moose dog will ride on my lap... head bobbing, tail tucked between his legs.. I feel as if I am walking on a permanent Jumpy Castle lately.. it just follows me around everywhere I go.. jumpy, lumpy.. I've become left handed... my right hand doesn't so much like to work anymore... just stops doing what it's told sometimes. Anyway, that's enough for now.. time to try to eat something yummy.. but I promise to keep updating on this journey of mine...
Love,
G
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