Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I'll Tell A Story Instead.

Lately I've noticed I'm far more neurotic than I ever realized.

It will take maybe more courage than I currently possess for me
to actually move away from here, and start life somewhere else.
I wonder when and how I'll do it.

I want to believe in love, but I don't think it wants to believe in me.

If I find someone to replace you,
does that mean that you'll really be gone forever?
I don't know if I want to risk it.

I'm not as strong as everyone thinks I am.

When I look back, I know I was much more spontaneous.
I could go anywhere and do anything without thinking.
I want that back.

1 comment:

Steve said...

Really good stuff Genny D.

You're mind is pretty amazing ya know.

And I do think you are that strong! I just know that sometimes it's hard to feel like you are when things are tough. I understand.