Thursday, August 20, 2009

You took the blue from blue.


Why is it when you really wish hard it doesn't come true?  Do I keep on trying or do I open my eyes and recollect my pennies from the bottom of the well? ... I blew no candles out today... just recounted all the other days and why they all just feel the same.  Everyday I wonder what I'm doing here and I wonder if  everyone else feels the same. 1 through 28... went by with guts and scars and tongues so razor sharp.  Now I guess it's time for standing tall and moving on cause I am still a good long way from home.  I know I'm full of insecurities and disappointments and I wonder sometimes what that's worth, but I promise you... there's still a part of me that's worth keeping. 



Thank you, thank you. thank you friends... for everything you show me everyday... without you I'd be lost.

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