Yesterday I said tomorrow..

I feel fine.
I feel happy.
I feel today, things that I didn't feel yesterday.
Truth is I never know what I'm going to get
It's like living in a carnival...
someday I get good food and awesome rides...
other days I get food poisoning and I can't win that damn goldfish...


I don't give up though.. I just keep tossing ping pong balls at the small glass vases, hoping, just hoping MAYBE after I exhaust all my dollars... i might get a stuffed animal as a consolation prize.


I'll take those plastic eyes, some stuffing and an crooked stitched smile... anything to make this all worthwhile....


I dont think I can close my eyes
I think today I got one of those scary rides....