I've been feeling like my old self again/ I been drinkin to my own health again

had a chat with a friend this morning...

AIM IM with xxxxxxxx  4/12/10 9:03 AM

back in effffffffffect!!!!

yeahhhhh

love it

Me too, I was so sick even on percocets And other stuff, I was still in so much pain, throwing up.. and couldn't move.

that's not nice

no.. but it's all okay.. I was in the hospital twice.. I thought I was gonna die so I had my mom come out. She flies back to texas today 

i know! i heard!

but you wanna know the good thing?

What's the good thing?

the good thing is that the first time I got diagnosed and really sick.. It put a lot of things into perspective and it's so easy to lose grasp of that idea. But getting so sick again, it reminded me how happy things are...

how much they mean... 

I was able to take moose for a walk for the first time yesterday..

I was able to walk from my bed to the living room

and as I was walking... I thought... man... this is really awesome... 
Life is soooooooooo beautiful..

is that corny?

not at all!

i think everyone needs those moments

It put me back on track on getting things into perspective...

Maybe I get so swept up in life sometimes. that I don't breathe and think of it on my own..forget to appreciate thing... so somehow my body reacts... and it like puts me under arrest and thats it's way of telling me to check my head

Well, that's a kinda good thing

i mean.. a little much on the whole arrest thing.. but it's nice to remind yourself about how good things are.

Yeah, just stop arresting me...

yeah.. Just be cool!!

Totally! Maybe just give me food poisoning or something

... although... 

I guess it wouldn't have the same effect.

I like having perspective.