float

the complexities of life, at times, overwhelm. I lose sleep and get lost in endless thought. I want to pull all the stars from the sky, to make the darkest night, so that earth will mimic the way I feel.. For now I am disarmed.. this fact unnerves me. Without armor, I am simply a glass house... I'll show you all my cards. There's something that saves me, as I endlessly tread water. I remember how much I love to swim.. It's in this moment that I am free, like a bird on the wire... So while a fit may come over me sometimes, at this moment.. I am happy to be floating rather thank sinking and for that I have no complaints