Wednesday, October 17, 2018

The Wolf.


This isn’t how it was supposed to be, this isn’t the way it was meant to be.. 
this is just how it is because your eyes are closed and you can’t even see.   
I can’t keep getting blamed for this- just tell me you'd already decided this
because you were already at the exit - Not because I called your sis…
see,  there’s no way everything changes in a day- 
love can't change that quickly into hate
cause you don’t even know the whole story— 
you don’t even know how much I worried— 
I was on my knees and even then - I prayed to god to let me be the one who bleeds. 
Had my head in my hands shaking- trying to save you - couldn't picture a day without you
I was ready to take your pain and shame onto my shoulders, go to battle as on one of your soldiers
I never sold you out- stupid me- I never even had a doubt— I didn’t think you would turn on me- 
thought we were in this together- I was here always thinking forever- 
I didn’t have a runner up- could never even think of another one- 
but here you are saying these things- telling me how much you meant to hurt me? 
my mind can’t even hear what you’re saying— it’s all so foreign to me… 
I never even saw it coming- teeth cut sharp and your nostrils flaring… 
when did you become a wolf trying to kill me?

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