advancing. ive been here all a long. constantly thinking of what to write, whom to write and what about. the days are shorter. i look forward to weekends that pass too fast. i think about you and what you could be doing. ties must be cut. for new to be formed. you guys make me the happiest girl in the world. cleaning constantly. i need more of the left side. time is passing way too fast. soon 28 than 29. what does the world have in store for i, we. "and i miss you, i miss you". where is all this heading. curtains. side tables. never in a million years would i of thought. want to do more. more than work with selling over priced clothes to people who dont need it. grown adults that have compacted there lives so much they spend so little time with the people that really matter. wanting to get back more for the work that i do. need to feel warmth. our lives are too short and looking for answers anywhere. proud. simpler times. skinnier times. overwhelmed by others disadvantages. sneaking home. need a hobby. finding a place in this world to call my own. waking up too early. flexibility. bring me flowers. moving forward. fruits and veggies. insert here: i love my friends, they make me laugh, they understand who i am without any explanations. no judgment passed. comfort. need to see them more. start up right where we left off. 90s, vulgarity, serial killers, matching outfits, great food. "put your trust in me, i won't let you down". need to show people how much i need them. i now know what love is. friendship is. lose selfishness. be more open minded. try more things. push the limits of brain and body. "right now I am doing the best I can" want to be let loose of the reigns. be independent of my dependency. no more procrastination. new year. be honest. read more. say more of what you think. be who you are , become the person you want to become. be true to yourself. never compromise your thoughts. fear. stir up emotions. flow. at the end of the day. im thankful to be so lucky. made it this far. knowing what kind of person i want to become.
ill be waiting.
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